Hey hey hey ... I'm in academic prep at the moment, doing nothing because we have a sub and he doesn't give a crap what we're doing. A decent amount of stuff has happened, ya know ... same old, same old, couple things a day. Lexie, my little 3 year old sister, is potty trained now !!! It all went down last night after my cousin Brook's birthday party. So, since she went on the potty (she's so funny, lol) we took her to Chuck E. Cheeses as some sort of celebration for her. Me, Sam, my mom, Lexie and Ray Ray went and ya know, I haven't been there since I was about 5 years old, so i had a freakin ball, lol. Plus, Marty, Ant and Jim went there to meet me and they were makin it funny, lol. Marty was hitting on Lexie, ha ha ha. He was like "She's kinda cute .. tell her to give me a call in a couple years ..." I love Marty. I went to see White Noise last weekend with Kaytee, her friend Kelly, Marty, Kev, and Ant .. it wasn'y as scary as I expected it to be, but whatever, I was still freaked out. Too many dead people were in it, and these tree dudes were like, shadows, and they kept following that guy and girl ... wierd. It was sad too though ... I cried at the end when the son lost both his parents to the ghosts, and the dad came on the radio after the funeral and said, "I'm sorry Mikey." It was so flippin sad, lol. Ummm ... Then, this weekend on Saturday, I went to see Coach Carter wit Tegan, Gemma, Phyllis, and a bunch of other people, but it would take way too long to list all the names, lol. Ummm ... I just learned from Maggie that East On December is having a show on March 5th in Easton Ct ... WE ARE SO FUCKING GOING !!! lol. They're playing with Secnd Guess too, which is awesome because they were at Rock The Valley too, and really god. And the band And Then I Turned 7 is playing too. Oh man, East On December got into A CAR ACCIDENT !! Zach told me the other night .. Dan broke HIS NOSE !!! *dies* I love Dan .. but he's okay, and as long as nothing happened to the band and nobody got seriously hurt and nobody died .. everything is all gravy baby. Um . everything with me and my Dan is all good. We aren't going out, because we know it would be like a long distance relationship and that's hard when he lives only a few towns over, but you still can't see him because your parents are FREAKS. Dammit ... Dan means alot to me, I'm serious. I guess it's simply burned by fate ya know ? I'll live .. I guess. Zach is home sick i believe, because I called him last night and I woke him up, not knowing he was sick or sleeping in that case. He said that everything hurts ... I hope he feels better !!!! I hope he knows how much I love him. Sometimes it feels like he just doesn't understand, or that he doesn't feel it anymore like he used to ... before Sara came into the picture, and relaized that she doesn't like me very much because of the fact tat me and him have a close friendship, and still love eachother and always will. Melson's girlfriend hates me, and told me never to tak to him again or else she was gonna have Jenna or whatever come and beat the shit outa me. Melson was one of me best friends ... she said that he said that I meant nothing to him, never had and never will. She said that he cut is palm and swore to her, over is blood and his heart, that he would never talk to me, never see me, never mention my name, and never lay eyes upon me ever again. That made me so upset, I mean ... I've had his back forever, and he was gonna give that up just because his girlfriend doesn't like me? Oh man, that's fucking low .. lower than low. I haven't found out of it's true or not yet .. I'm still thinking about, after it happened a week ago. I cry alot, ya know? I'm the most sensetive and emotionalperson that alot of people ahve ever met ... so I cried a whole lot over this. I wonder why he would do this ? I risked my life in order to save him the pain of heartbeak ... i got beaten up by his ex's girlfriend's older bro because i knew she was cheating on him and I stood up for him and sceamed my lungs out at her; i his honor, I got beaten up by a guy, an it fucking hurt. Doesn't he know how much our friendship meant to both of us? It pisses me off that he's might be throwing it away ... but I'm mostly ruined by it ... I'm ripped apart because it hurts to lose such a good friend. I hope this is all a lie ... just one big lie ..