Whoaaa i'm in a good mood. Well, technically, not really, because I'm realllllly sick right now. I have a stupid ass sinus infection which SUCKS. But i'm happy because i have been talking to Chris .. and I like him a whole LOT, lol. I dunno, I've been talking to him alot lately and he's really awesome ... and he apparently likes me too ... so he says, lol. That'd be awesome ... lol. My couple of weeks haven't been the greatest so something like this can make me so flippin happy, you wouldn't even believe. Ummm .. Zach and I got into a really big fight .. it was hard, and I cried for the first time while talking to him or in front of him, except for last year on the mourning day for Timmy. That was the only other time he's seen me cry. But I cried this time because I guess he said some things he shouldn't have .. it just hurt really bad. He said stuff about me breaking his heart and stuff ... I know I did, but it destroys me when people rub it in my face. I know what I did, but I don't need to hear any crap about it, I'm ruined enough as it is. But other than all this shit, I'm pretty darn happy with all this Chris stuff going on in my head ... it makes me really happy, ya know ? Maybe, just maybe, this can be a start to end my problem of living in the past. Chris .. you're the best !!!!! tee hee. Welps, this was only a short entry because I fucking feel like shit .. I hate being so sick. There's like, severe pressure against my skull. My doctor told me that. I take that to be really bad, lol. Um ... must be on my way !!! I'm too sick to write .. plus, I'm gonna go think about Chris. lol ... See ya'll on the flip flop ... Later*

                                                                            *Casper