HOLY MAN ... i'm so freakin happy now. As of last night, I go out with CHRIS !!! Most of you probably don't care but .. believe me, I haven't been this happy for a while. I mean, I was when I met Dan and everything .. I mean, I was more than happy .. but then when we knew we couldn't go out or anything, things just went downhill. But now I'm soooooo damn happy right now. Chris, you made my life turn around, and you don't know how much that means to me. Believe me .. happiness like this doesn't come around easily for me, so I'm gonna flippin cherish it, lol. I'm still sick, and ya know, I'm still pretty damn bummed out about the whole Melson thing .. man, I'm gonna miss him. I had to leave school early yesterday because I was soooo sick. But then, I went online and talked to Chris and everything happened last night ... so I was feeling a whole lot better. But this sinus infection is really getting to me .. with all this "severe pressure" against my skull. *sighs* Welps, since I'm in Ms. Pysz' room and the bell is gonna ring in like 5 minutues so I'm gonna go see Chris .. my darling. lol. Ummm I'll write more soon !!! I'M SO HAPPY !!!!!!