AHHHH I couldn't be any happier right now. Well, it's official; I flippin go out with Chris, and I seriously seriously am so happy right now, I could scream. And of course, it'd be a happy scream ... lol. After everything that has been happening lately, how everything has suddenly just been shitty and going downhill like crazy, Chris has made it all okay. I read his journal and it's so sweet that I seriously hold my breath. I remember when Maggie and I used to try and get him to notice me .. we'd run in the halls and talk loud and walk RIGHT next to him .. but I always thought that I never had a chance with him. I didn't think things like this could happen to me .. they never have. This is like .. something that would happen in my dreams. I don't know how to explain how much he means to me though. Chris, if you ever read this .. you mean more than the world to me. You've made things sooo much better and I don't know if I could be any happier .. probably not. You make me unbelievably happy Chris !!!  I had a game yesterday .. we lost by like, 25, but I didn't care because Chris was there, and I could just look over and feel so much better, lol. I'm still sick .. damn sinus infection. It snowed today, so we have no school. WTF why is it snowing so much ?!?!? It ruins everything, lol. I'm watching Lazy Town on Disney right now, waiting for Chris to come back from sleeping and talk to me .. lol. But umm .. I'm too damn happy to write right now so .. I'll right more later. I'M SO HAPPY !!!!! tee hee  ... <3 Chris

                                                                           *Casper