Dude, I'm so freakin bored right now ... my parents are gonna be out for a while, they're all out on a date like losers ... Matt (my sister's boyfriend) is coming over to babysit because my mom has asked him to because Sam is working tonight at Applebee's .. but he doesn't even have to come because I've already got the kids sleeping. WTF ? They fall asleep at 6:43 at night .. it's not even night, it's like, morning .. lol. So now he's just gonna come and watch footballor something. But the point is that it's Friday and I have absolutely nothing to ... except think about Chris. And ya know what ? That's fucking FINE WITH ME. I could sit here and think about him for hours and keep myself company, lol. But I do wish I could see him ... tomorrow we're goin to the movies !! Yay ! I don't really know what we're gonna go see, but I know that we're going with a whole mob of people, like we always do, lol. Chris is amazing, seriously. Everybody practically knows him now .. random people in my class say hi to him in the hallways in school all the time when they see me and him together, lol. HOLY FUCK !!!!!!!!!!! DAMON IS COMING BACK !!!!!! Damon moved to Washington when his dad died, and he was only to come back for 9th grade to go to Emmit ... BUT HE'S COMING TO DERBY !!! And he's coming on MONDAY !!!!!!!!!!! HOLY CRAP, I'm so fucking excited, lol. I've missed him sooo sooo sooo much, it's not even funny. I'm so happy !!!! It's gonna be just like it used to be .. Damon will be back and everyone will be happy. Yay !!! Chris told me he thought it was safe to say that he loves me. Wowie .. lol. And honestly .. I love him too. It's fucking CRAZY, I know, and I have no idea how I can love someone so so so quickly .. I mean, I've never done that before. But I do ... seriously. He makes me feel ... breathless. I can't really find the words to explain in really well, so just take these few words and be happy. But anywho .. nothing else has really happened ... it's been pretty boring, actually. I mean, it's never boring but .. lol. I got class clown in school .. what the hell is that nonsense ? lol. I've never gotten class clown, but it suddenly changed .. hmmm .. tee hee. Welps, I think I'm gonna go because I don't have much to do. I'm gonna go talk to Chris .. lol. Matt's here so we're just gonna sit around and do nothing .. so, see ya on the flip side, nerds.
* I love you, Chris ...
*Casper