Yeah, it's been a while, I know. But hey, I'm back ... last time I wrote, I was going on and on about me starting to go out with Chris. Welps .... I'M GONNA DO IT NOW TOOOOOOOOO, MUH  HA HA HA HA !!! Tee hee. It's February vaca at the moment ... Tuesday to be exact. Every Saturday of the past 4 weeks have been the best days of my life ... besides the day I met Chris, and the day it was official that we were together. I've been going to his house with Kaytee, and this past Saturday she brough her lover Taylor ... lol. Just like Chris says in his journal ... no details for you, that's for only us to know ... tee hee. Then we went to the movies and saw Hitch ... cute movie, lol. But what I'm trying to say is that I'm truely and completely in love with Christopher John Cuzio. It will be a month on this up-coming Friday ... but it feels like a year already. I can't even go a whole day without seeing him at least once, and when I really do have to ... it hurts really bad. Seriously ... I've never loved anyone this much in my life ... he is absolutely perfectly amazing ... Chris, this is going to last forever. I know it's hard to say something like that, but I believe that next year, we'll be together. And the year after that ... and the year after that ... like I say to you all the time ... I'm looking forward to forever. Umm ... well, this is a very deep entry. Nothing else has really happened that's more important to me than Chris, so I'm just gonna keep talking .... tee hee. Maybe I'll just write this to you ... I just want to tell you that I love you more than anyone could ever understand. "If you're ready to make the jump, I'll be right here to catch you." <------ hmmmmm ... does that sound familiar? Tee hee ... the first movie we ever watched under the covers together ... HOW TO DEAL !!!! Chick flicks are the fucking best Muh ha ha ha ... welps, I love you Chris, don't ever forget it. Nothing and nobody can come between us ... Forever is a strong word, isn't it ? Well ... I mean it with everything I've got.